No one ever understandd my pain i kept

I dun noee hu is tellingg the truthh and hu is not
Myy mindd is spinningg wif somee veryy complicatedd questions
How can i solvee it ? :(
Rumours is spreadingg heree and theree ..
I dun noee hu to believee
I always tell myself tat theeree will always be a better tmr. .