I guess im all alone by myself now ..

Exams aree around the corner right .. ?
Final year exams . I dont have any confidence in myself anymoree
Having many problems lately .
How can i overcome them ? Im too weak , im not strong
Sometimes i blame myself for everything ..
Im really afraid that i will not move on to Secondary 2 .
My lifee is miserable is jus tat u all didnt notice at all
I dont have any siblings , and friends is the only one i can count on them ..
But im alone , there is no one there when i fall .
Am i not good enoughh to have friends ?
I tried my best . But yet i failed , Im sry .
Please blame me for everything i caused ..
Im truly sorry people ..
I prayed every night , i prayed so hard .
Thinking a new day is a new start of my life
But it turns out that im wrong SO WRONG !
I prayed for everyone .
I didnt have the time to pray for myself bec i tink of others than myself ..
No one appreciatee it ..